such a short time ago my life seemed scattered to the wind.
but now it feels like it's all just coming together.
I'm learning new things, and doing thing's I've never done.

all I have for you is one piece of advice:

the universe works its crystalline magic in mysterious ways. bad decisions are impossible, mistakes are merely cosmic teachings. the road you travel may not always be the road you intended, but it is always the road you need to take. but do not forget that fate and will are intertwined, and you blaze your own trail, regardless of where it takes you.