I am Jacks sense of insecurity

Sometimes I think I know what I want and other times I'm desperately trying to figure myself out. What I once thought I needed turned out to be something entirely different. Kind of like a side effect of a side effect. Take a break up for example.. with the new single attitude so comes loneliness creeping up behind you, leading you to believe that you still need someone to hold. Opportunities arise yet none feel right.. and the loneliness monster is still at your neck.

that which starts bitter ends sweet, and that which starts sweet ends bitter.

absence makes the heart grow fonder...